Ok, it's official: I'm crazy or stupid
in love, I've noticed that hate being in love! And that's even uglier than the fact that pregnant because I keep on thinking about him, as soon as I start to insult me and pull my brain want, am I losing my mind?
The story of my life begins M. -and call the boy. M. going in my school, 3 courses above the course where I go, so that was the first thing I clung to say to myself: "My misma, do not dream so high, he never notice you. " This is because it goes into the last year and me at first and he supposedly had to leave the prox. year. But it appears that M. it is another 4 years in school * want to jump for happiness but tb be a shot in the head, is it possible? *.
M. Reasons I may like: 1 .-
more , not much, but more in the end.
2 .- You have many fans (imagine a school where there are only two or three handsome guys and a lot of females with hormones to stop. If M. is the twoor only three handsome ¬ ¬).
3 .- I'm an idiot with no luck in love, I swear! I am going wrong, I always goes wrong. Do not know why but it is. 4 .-
How I hate that I always go wrong with the love I have decided to hate that enajernarse best and that's the worst, if I try not to hate, at least what I feel and restrain That just intensifies! It's like those things but want can not have and that makes you desire more and hate you for wanting it.
The rest are stupid, simple things I tell myself para complete key is not something that can not.
A friend told me that maybe I liked because once I left afloat in his talk and he asked if I lived where she lived, guess what my sick mind thought to that? I thought this: "is not interested where you live, but I wanted to get information about where she lives, because he likes" what the hell is that? Not get me to think that love is good, and prove that I am not being heartless and stuff, I see all the negative! Myself: what's the fucking problem withmp; eacute; tico roll that summarize why I feel this way: I do not need someone
"wings." I always put them one long before I really make sure I wear it. That is, am one of those girls that if fortunately become friends of his beloved (?) Hear the wedding march obvious background and that complicates things to stay afloat because in reality there is only friendship and nothing more than friendship, I fall apart. The good thing is that I'm easy to repair, not over my mourning for a love when my heart room hotel has been occupied by another tenant xD.
So, CHTM
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